Loathing

Ok I wanna start working and earn money.
Seriously I still hate the last min girl tat fucking change her mind, if not I have alrdy start working now. Fuck her seriously.

I have got no mood to shop for prom night, oh please I am so no excited for prom night.
Fuck it Why have I paid for it in the first place. I regret it so much. WTH going to a prom night that hardly anyone is the same age as me? Oh gosh what type of party is that? Can't imagine next year.
Oh seriously fuck it.

I don't like i when I want sth and my dad go so noisy, I mean seriously of cause I won't choose anything that is too overpriced and I won't be so gullible to buy it.


Oh I am so not excited whatever prom night.
I feels that I will be dragging myself there rather than happily enjoying myself.

OMG! I am so bored at home today ):
My god where can I go?
I don't feel happy but I somehow feel like going out I dun wanna do-nth.

I feel so un-wanted ):
I think I gonna rent a whole lots of DVD and watch it !
hahhah yay Drama :DDDD

oh mood can be so easily destroyed

Ytd I was so happy rem?
Today my heart felt thud of sadness.

First I was pretty upset bout the boss and the last min full time girl that change her mind of not quitting. I felt my emotion being affected as I was quite excited. Though she say I can go anytime for part time, yes I know she is veryyy nice but I just want a full time for this long period.

2nd It feel so different with S, its like what am I to him now? We don't have any peaceful moment. But I didn't tell him how I felt, or maybe I did but he just ignore. I mean seriously there a lot to understand behind this sentences.

3rd I needed some friends to be around me, and rely on but somehow everyone is not free for me. Maybe I just didn't let myself go and tell them

I DON'T KNOW.

Maybe I just have to be independent but from what I know I have been really really independent, I don't bug on S anymore because my calls was irritating to him when he is busy.
I don't find my two close girl that much because I know they have their bf and friends too,so I can't be selfish and feel that they should be there all the time.
When I am sad I don't make a big fuss about it.

Maybe I jus slp and tmr is fine. HAHHAA cos I am always fine aft that

I feel so bad toward my parents.
I get so frustrated whenever I am sad because I do not want anyone to come near me.
I eat a lot whenever I am sad.
Yes I sound super sad right? But last but not least I hate ppl who try to act pitiful

oh man I feel so different from ytd but never mind I will be fine real sooon as usual.
A girl like me is never going to be defeated easily.

PS: Do your love one isolate you and somehow get frustrated whenever he sees you....... ?
Oh my,tears.

Yes too tired to upload photos cos blogspot isn't being a good girl.
Today day was very very very very nice and fun !
I like today so much!
haahahhahhaa Love hanging out with Victoria baby *shy shy.
Omg can't believe today I was soooo lucky I got myself things from the sales counter. OMGG SOO LUCKY! MY Size somemore

OK I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERYYYYYYYYYY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW :D

Ps:/ Know what?! I totally forgot about my prom night, hahahha not even a single dress or shoes or accessories is bought. Wow guess I gonna wrap with some banana leaves. Great?

I update soon ok?
OH YA! Tmr I gt job interview, wish me luck man =pppp

Ladonna Love you,because she is overwhelming happy <3

Heyyyy

Ok after so long time of deciding I am gonna settle down with the name Ladonna :D

Alright? hahhahhahaa

yeah it still me, I'm not trying to be poser or wat.
But life too short to care about things than bring one down.
Some kpo-ji don't need to gossip la because I also not close to you.

GoodNight!
Gonna tell Vic my goodnews tmr. hahah yayyy

POPPPPLE PLSS WATCH 'MY GF IS AN AGENT"
My GOSH IT IS BLOODY FUNNY.
Damn! I was like monkey back in the cinema.
ahahahahahah cos I keep clapping hand and laugh!
But omg it is damn funnyyyY!!
A lot more people laugh scarier than me.

YAYYYY! Tmr I am gonna be out with Vic!!!!
Man shit I wanna save money for bkk but now.........